I am a contradiction, I know.
I like to be around people but I also like to be alone.
I like to sneak into my Weight Watchers and sit in the back of the room.
This morning I was standing in line and heard, "Kerrie, is that you?" I dreaded turning around.
But it was someone I know and like! [I know it's not AA, but I won't "out" her unless she wants me to.]
I didn't know how she felt about being alone at meetings, so I asked her if she'd like to sit with me.
We sat next to each other and laughed and shared ideas. We talked for 1/2 hour after the meeting. It felt weird since for so many years I always feel like I have to get right home to my littles.
Just like how I met a fellow published writer at an Easter egg hunt yesterday and that felt cool, it was nice to see someone I know in Weight Watchers, sharing my struggle and encouraging me.
I think we all need someone like that, someone to tell us they ate all of their weekly 49 points in one sitting last night when stressed or sad. Someone we can relate to. Then the next week they might tell us how excited they are that they worked out every day and lost a pound ... or even a fraction of a pound.
With Easter coming up I was feeling crummy and not in control. She told me how great I was doing and how far I had come in the last 6 months.
So this is a shout-out to my new weight loss buddy. I think I'll try to start attending the same meetings she does. This blog post is her warning so she can switch if she doesn't like to be stalked.